Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Our Christmas Tree 2014

This year, choosing our Christmas tree was almost a complete disaster.  The day couldn't have been any colder.  The kids were freezing cold and did not stop complaining.  Teagan did not dress appropriately and honestly I would have ditched the whole affair if it were up to me.    

We have a smaller artificial tree from our apartment days that is always a backup.  This year would have been a perfect year to go that route but Jay was determined to get a real tree.  We quickly walked up and down the rows of trees and picked one.  We called Nathan over and put Teagan in front of the tree for a very quick picture.  

Once Nathan realized that we chose the tree for them he became very upset.  He wanted a tree that cost an additional $20 and was half the height and double the width.  I honestly didn't think he would ever get over the meltdown.

That evening he had no problem cutting the netting off the tree and now at least a week later he seems to like our tree.

It took over a week to decorate the tree in stages.  The kids broke a half dozen Hallmark ornaments while they waited a couple of days for Jay to get the lights up.  I think I am just going to buy Krazy Glue in anticipation of Christmas.  Hallmark ornaments are cute and don't shatter but they break, ALL THE TIME!

Once we got the lights up, then the ornaments went up.  Then another couple days passed and the star went up.  Another couple of days passed and the garland went up.  Another couple of days and we found our bubbling lights.  I think whatever the tree looks like now is good enough.  I'm too tired for this.

I'll have to post an updated photo of our decorated tree.  The ornaments move on a daily basis, and I'm sure that little lady dressed in pink above is the culprit.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Knit Bloomers for Baby

I knit these bloomers over the summer but just finally finished adding the ribbing around the leg openings.  I used Debbie Bliss Baby Cashmerino yarn and followed a pattern by Jordana Paige: Bottom of My Heart Baby Bloomers.  It was very easy to follow and even though I'm far from expert with this style of knitting, I'm very pleased with the finished product.  The only thing I would change would be the main color.  Next time I knit a pair of these I will probably use a darker yarn for the main color so I can see the contrast of the hearts.  

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

DIY Wall Art: Every Brother is a Superhero

I know when I was a little girl my brothers were my superheroes and I am sure Teagan considers Nathan to be her superhero.  One thing is certain, Nathan, regardless of beinng a brother, is a hero to many with super powers.  With all that he has been through (blood work, hospital admissions, procedures, tests, unpleasant tasting medications, treatments while on vacation or with friends, treatments in general...) he rarely complains.

As I was flipping through a Pottery Barn Kids magazine about 6 months ago, I was inspired by a piece of wall art and tore out the page.  It has been tucked inside my idea book ever since that day but I finally tackled this project now that  I am beginning to nest.

I purchased a pack of Whitewood Wainscot Panels.  They came in a pack of 12 - 32" panels for about $11 -- I only used 6, which leaves 6 panels for me to do something fun for the girls room.  I cut each of the 6 panels down to the width I desired and then locked them together.

Next, I flipped the panels over so I was looking at the back of them.  The vertical pieces of wood were scraps from the garage.  I don't know if they are considered furring strips but basically you want slightly shorter than the height of the assembled panels and not too thick otherwise the wall art will stick out far from the wall.  When I was about ready to drill the screws, I put a small strip of wood glue behind each of the two strips, probably a little overkill but I am good at that.

As far as the screws go, just make sure they are short enough that they wont poke through to the front of the panels. I had 3/4 inch screws in my tool chest but had to get 1/2 inch screws so they wouldn't go all the way through. I didn't have to pre-dill holes because the whitewood was so soft and the screws drilled in no problem. I used 12 screws, 6 in each panel on each side.

I lightly sanded the front of the panels and the edges and purchased a sample of paint.  I chose Pantone - Mood Indigo which cost about $3.  It didn't take much paint at all, I have basically the entire sample remaining.  I used two coats but ended up sanding it to give a slightly distressed look.

Once the base color dried, I outlined the words using a white paint pen.

I had some high gloss white left over from trim touchups so I used that to fill in the letters.  It was a little thick so I added a little water.

This step took the longest as I painted at least 2-3 coats of white and then had to touch up the blue and then I ultimately sanded and distressed the blue.

I am sure you could use any hardware to hang but I chose small D-Ring Hangers.  It is not a heavy piece of art so I didn't overdo it with heavy hooks.

The finished product:

I have a few more fun projects in mind for Nathan's bedding and decor, but I am trying to completely finish one thing at a time.

Monday, November 10, 2014

Baby On The Way

I never really wanted to write this post.  Close friends and family knew early on but it took quite some time to make it "FB official".  I held off announcing pregnancy as long as I could.

Even though I thought I was hiding my baby bump very well, Jay told me that I was basically delusional.  So at 18 weeks pregnant I posted this ultrasound of Baby #3 at 13 weeks to Facebook:

I waited until after what I call "Birthday Season" in our house because I didn't want to take any attention away from either kid.  

When I found out we were expecting the first and second time, we shared the news almost immediately.  And while we always wanted more than two children, we came to the resolution that our family was complete, for the moment or perhaps forever, until we were less overwhelmed, until we could afford to conceive a healthy child through IVF/PGD, etc.  The list goes on and on.

Well, God's plan for our family was different than the plan we made for ourselves.  Although I was very happy with our Pug puppy, Baby Felix won't be the youngest for long.

The hardest part of an unexpected pregnancy for me was the fear of more disease.  How would I handle two chronically ill children - double the appointments, double the hospital admissions, double the treatments, double the medications and medication refills, etc?  I spoke very early on in the pregnancy with CF parents who have more than one child with CF who assured me it wouldn't be easy but it would become our new normal.  Although I felt somewhat relieved, not knowing the health status of Baby #3 was going to consume me.

My husband and I decided we would not terminate pregnancy but we agreed that we had to know in advance, the health status of our third child.  Only our close friends and family knew about our inner turmoil.  So at 13 weeks, the same appointment we received the above ultrasound photograph, I underwent genetic counseling for the third time and had a CVS (Chorionic Villus Sampling).

The CVS test itself was not pleasant but then again it wasn't the worst pain I've experienced.  Basically a long needle entered through the skin in my abdomen, went through my abdominal muscle, and through the uterine wall to collect a sample of placental tissue.  The sample had to contain a certain amount of tissue to be able to test for Cystic Fibrosis and other genetic conditions.  We made it very clear that if the sample was limited, we wanted the tissue to be tested for Cystic Fibrosis (it helped that we knew the two mutations) before any other conditions.

I don't remember exactly how long it took to receive the news, the estimate was 7-14 days.  I knew there was nothing I could do to change the results so I tried not to think about it.  I believe it was after about a week that I received the call.  I could barely speak to the geneticist knowing that she was about to give me the news we had been waiting for.  I remember the silence, it was probably only a few seconds but it seemed like an eternity as I waited...and then I heard the best news...."She does not have Cystic Fibrosis, she is not even a carrier."  I could have kissed her.  Our third child is a healthy baby girl, expected to join our family February 2015!

It only took 2 trimesters to feel comfortable sharing this news with the world.  And I don't want to drive anyone crazy trying to do the math, so I'll make it easy for you - I am 27 weeks pregnant.  But I swear if anyone says to me at 40+ weeks "oh you are still pregnant?", my head might explode.  Nathan and Teagan were born at 41 weeks, #3 may wait until 42 weeks, she will come when she is ready.  


Why did I not want to write this post and put my feelings out there for the world to read?
I feel ashamed that I was not instantly excited after finding out we were expecting.  I know there are many loved children that were not exactly planned but I still feel like I would never want #3 to know that it was a surprise, a shock, and an adjustment.  But now that I am over that I feel that there must be more women out there that are feeling the same way.  Sometimes it is nice to know you aren't the only one.  

 Why did I not want to announce?
I was afraid of how the news would be received.  We already have one child with a life threatening genetic disease and the chance of having another child with Cystic Fibrosis is 25% (with each pregnancy).  Of course we would prefer to have all healthy children, but we wouldn't change the way things are (unless of course a cure is found).  We took a chance with #2 and lucked out.  We didn't want to press our luck a 3rd time even though we always wanted at least one more child.  I thought the news would be accompanied by judgement from others thinking that we were being irresponsible.  I know some family members were filled with our same fears and were less than excited upon hearing the news.  

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Nathan lost his first tooth!

Nathan lost his first tooth yesterday.  It's been loose for weeks and yesterday I noticed him playing with it alot.  I don't think he liked how the loose tooth was rubbing against his lip because he had a look of concern on his face all morning.

He did mention once that he was worried it was going to hurt when it fell out, I assured him it wouldn't.

So before we left the house for a day at one of his specialist doctors, I asked if I could take a closer look and it was barely holding on.  I basically just grabbed it out of his mouth and handed the tooth to him as he did a happy dance around the kitchen.

We were too busy yesterday to remember to leave it for the tooth fairy but we will for sure remember tonight.

I wish I could freeze childhood.